I had another lazy and rainy weekend. I went nowhere
and tried to write a few articles. My husband had a reunion event with his high
school friends yesterday (Sunday). He asked me to attend the reunion together
but I wasn’t in a good mood to go.
After the womb-removing surgery last year, I still feel
afraid to be in the same room with new people. I don’t mind attending a reunion
with college friends and family gathering events as they aren’t strangers for
me; most of them already know my situation.
I recognize only a few of my husband’s friends. Here
is the bad think in my mind. I was at a friend of my husband's home and
there were about thirty people there. I know no one of them and every one asking
the same question to me, “How many kids do you have?” If they ask at different
times, should I explain my situation over and over again? So tiring and cutting
It may seem too exaggerated; but I still can’t let go
this feeling. I’m still fragile. I know that I need more time to heal totally.
I have tried to find a community of women who have similar condition, but still
no luck. The community of women who struggle for being pregnant is easier to
find. Aku Ingin Hamil (I want to be pregnant) is a famous community with many
I told my husband about my worry. He just smiled and
said that he’s able to understand.He
attended the reunion alone and he seemed having good times with his friends.
Blue paper glasses with Messi, Torres and Drogba :)
For Blue Monday, I’ll share other thing. The euphoria of approaching
the 2014 FIFA World Cup has started since last year, I guess. As we all know, this
football world tournament will take place in Brazil, from 12 June to 13 July,
2014. But Indonesian people have very important legislative general election
next month ( April 9th). The open campaign period started yesterday!
Sorry for the glares. CR7 offers you fried chicken :)
Famous football players like Messi, Ronaldo, Drogba
and Torres are really celebrities. Becoming football players in big clubs makes
them the wealthy people. I saw them in several advertisements and commercials. Even my brother collected some paper glasses
with their photos :)
Welcome to my blog. I'm a home maker, a stay at home wife. I'm just an ordinary woman who has interest in reading, working at home and learning to write. We live in Bogor, Indonesia. This blog contains articles in family topic. Contact me at email@example.com