Random Monday

I had another lazy and rainy weekend. I went nowhere and tried to write a few articles. My husband had a reunion event with his high school friends yesterday (Sunday). He asked me to attend the reunion together but I wasn’t in a good mood to go.

 

After the womb-removing surgery last year, I still feel afraid to be in the same room with new people. I don’t mind attending a reunion with college friends and family gathering events as they aren’t strangers for me; most of them already know my situation.  

 

I recognize only a few of my husband’s friends. Here is the bad think in my mind. I was at a friend of my husband's home and there were about thirty people there. I know no one of them and every one asking the same question to me, “How many kids do you have?” If they ask at different times, should I explain my situation over and over again? So tiring and cutting my emotion.

 

It may seem too exaggerated; but I still can’t let go this feeling. I’m still fragile. I know that I need more time to heal totally. I have tried to find a community of women who have similar condition, but still no luck. The community of women who struggle for being pregnant is easier to find. Aku Ingin Hamil (I want to be pregnant) is a famous community with many members here.    

 

I told my husband about my worry. He just smiled and said that he’s able to understand.  He attended the reunion alone and he seemed having good times with his friends.  

 

Blue paper glasses with Messi, Torres and Drogba :)

For Blue Monday, I’ll share other thing. The euphoria of approaching the 2014 FIFA World Cup has started since last year, I guess. As we all know, this football world tournament will take place in Brazil, from 12 June to 13 July, 2014. But Indonesian people have very important legislative general election next month ( April 9^th). The open campaign period started yesterday!

 

Sorry for the glares. CR7 offers you fried chicken :)

Famous football players like Messi, Ronaldo, Drogba and Torres are really celebrities. Becoming football players in big clubs makes them the wealthy people. I saw them in several advertisements and commercials.  Even my brother collected some paper glasses with their photos :)